So it's been 385 days...

Since I made this xanga.

I had one before this one but I graduated high school and needed to move on with my life, so I made a new one... sad, yes... but change is always good... even with the little things.

I even remember making this xanga, and the exact reason why I did it. I would share, but I'm prettys sure I need to keep those things in the blue for now!

Anyway... off the topic of my pathetic xanga...

I'm back in Stilly... again.

It was just like old times yesterday. Hanging out with everyone. Hailey and I making a late night wal-mart run followed by fast food. Dying hair, doing nails... ok that part was wierd, staying up... even though I didn't make it very late, and just being back with my family. I loved it!

I'm hoping for the best for today and the rest of the week. I'm sure everything will be fine it's just a matter of getting through it and getting everything figured out.

I wish I had a few people from home packed away with me up here. I do miss yall back in e-town. I can't wait for next week... my last week of normalcy before school starts agian. I am looking foward to school tho. I have a kick ass schedule and my job is awesome! Yay for Old Navy!! I can't wait for the store to open.

Ok... well I must go touch up my hair and makeup and look even more beautiful (if that is possible... that is, possible for me to look beautiful... I do afterall prefer to look "badass" on a normal daily basis). Alas... I must run. It's been nice to write in this thingie... it has indeed been a while.

LOVE

So I have moved back to Stilly for a few weeks... and I'm excited;

I'm excited that I get to see everyone

I'm excited that people seem happy to see me

I'm excited that I get some time to clear my head

I'm excited for a lot of things

I'm also not very excited about a few;

I'm not excited that I will be commuting from Stilly to OKC for work this week

I'm not excited that I seem rather sad back here in Stilly... I think it's a sign

I'm not excited about moving back home when it's all over

Even though it's probably for the best.

For those of you who don't know I had a really rough last semester, it was all personal shit, but it affected my school work. My attitude was abysmal. I did not enjoy waking up in the morning knowing that it was time to think again. Me going home is the best thing for me right now. I was supposed to be in an apartment, but that fell through, so I will be at home, which sucks majorly but at the same time it might be what I need to figure a few things out in my life.

Why is it that I have to deal with this shit, and other people don't seem to have to? Why?

Oh well. I'm back in Stilly, that was the point of this entry... then I kept typing... I should do that more often.

Love

I can't wait for school to start.

My Cell Phones Through The Ages...

My First Phone... Age 15

This was the phone that started it all! I remember the interchangeable face plates and everyone thought they were hot shit if they had the best face plate... which naturally I did. It was silver with flames that glowed when the backlights cam on... damn... I miss that face plate!

Next Up... Flip Phone Number One!:

Everyone thought this phone was way cool when I got it. I was the first one of my group to have a flip phone. Oh the memories. I was most excited because this phone had a vibrate feature which was great for school, and my old phone didn't have that, so it was way cool! The phone really was a piece of shit though. It wouldn't connect to the charger, it would die all the time, it would wait for hours to send text messages... I really got sick of this phone, alas, it was time for a new one!

Phone 3... Back to the trusty Nokia...

I got this phone during Thanksgiving break 2005... so not too long ago. I liked it... a lot. But I am pretty hard on my cell phones and I was getting a little bored with it so I decided to replace it. My fondest memories are of me and Chaddy and Alana being goof balls in Walmart and me happening to have my camera phone to caputre those many priceless moments! Oh the good times!!

So then I bought myself off of ebay:::::

Please notice the Motorola Razr V3i... Which has not yet hit stores. That's right. I bought that. It had iTunes. It was pretty. It made people jelous which was fun! The camera was great quality and it even had a memory card for the camera built in which was phenomenal, but... due to certain curcemstances the phone was able to register for a handicapped status in the state of Oklahoma as of Saturday night. I got the phone Tuesday. I was upset. So the person who broke my phone bought me a new one...

The new one:

Boring. I HATE this phone. So I got my way and traded it in because this phone is just too dull for me!

So... This is my pride and joy! My newest phone!

Yeah... Spiffy! I am excited about this one! It has an mp3 player. It's easy to text on. Very origonal. And does not come complete with a random aisan wearing orange! It has a camera. Bluetooth. Car charger. How can I lose!? So I just got it today... technically yesterday I guess... so I'm still getting used to it, but so far I adore it. My new phone! Anyway... I couldn't sleep so this is the product of that. If you never want to see a blog like this again please put me on sleepy meds, otherwise enjoy!

I lied.

No more new phone.

Broken.

Extreme water damage.

No longer functional.

Very upset.

Waste of money.

Worst part:

100% not my fault... for once.